Infinitely confusing

Inifinite infinite questions running, splashing, colliding, pulsating through my mind..... It's like a sun in there, with atoms banging at each other at such high frequencies thus producing this electromagnetic radiation outwards, some of it which is visible which we call light.... Haha, no, I don't mean to say that my mind is that great and almighty like the sun, it's just a sudden analogy that came to my mind, but damn, this world is so amazing!!! the amazingness terribly exciting! but haha, to give it a more balanced point of view, the world isn't that beautiful as well. You see ferocious crocidiles tearing away at the red bloody fleshy meat which kind of reminds you of the cruelty of life (just saw this on the TV) and then you start to think, why would the creator want to create such a world whereby such cruelty exists? whereby we have to kill one another to ensure one's survival? Plants and vegetables are lives too so vegetarians are not excluded from this cruelty as well even though we view plants as less alive than 'moving' living things.

What is space??? Where is the boundary of space? And what is it? Is space filled with electromagnetic field lines? Is that how space is defined? So when there are no electromagnetic field lines, then that is the end, that is the boundary of space???

And I was wondering as well, the use of the alarm clock. When we are sleeping and dreaming in our minds, which i call the electromagnetic world because when we are dreaming, we are purely using our minds to send electromagnetic signals to dream up things..... Then the sound in the physical particle atomic world hits us and we wake, this waking is what tells our mind the difference between conscious and unconscious... So I was amazed, haha, maybe you are not, but I really am.... Sound, or touch, particles in the particle world are what that seperates our conscious from the unconscious...... And I guess these are the fabric of the 3d world, atoms, particles..... in the 4th dimension or higher, the fabric should be the electromagnetic field lines.....

Another question I was wondering, we see blue because blue light is reflected from the object.... and this means that red light and green light is absorbed by the object.... (talking only about the 3 primary colors because if i'm not wrong, these are the pure sin waves, the basic building blocks of all colors). And now perhaps I see the light, haha, so perhaps red light which carries a certain frequency say F1 and green light say F2 will be absorbed because the energy band gap of the object has a level at F1 and a level at F2, and thus, red and green will be absorbed (meaning the energy from light will be absorbed by the atoms and the electrons would now posses enough energy to make the jump from one discrete energy level to the next (one shell to another shell).