Monday, January 28, 2008

Understanding!

Interesting Fact of the Day: The world's population consists of two thirds female and one third guys. Put it simply in mathematical terms, for every one guy, you get 2 girls. This 'fact' was passed on to me by my friend, haha, I haven't any idea how true it is...

And what this translates to is .......... Every man should get 2 wives, otherwise, where would all the lonely women go???? Haha, We cannot be selfish people man! So ladies, you gotta share your husbands....

Anyway, sometimes, I don't understand.... I understand that there is no need to understand everything but being human, we would like to understand everything even though it is impossible to understand everything but still we try to understand everything even though we don't even understand ourselves and now i don't even understand what the hell am i toking about, do you understand what I am talking about? All this understanding talk isn't helping my or your understanding at all!

Sorry, the 'understanding' bug just corrupted my brain for a moment there.

Yea, I don't understand why some women, or rather, let's not be sexist, some people are so dependent on love, that they think about love all day all night all year long! It's like they eat drink sleep on love.... I was wondering....Is it due to a lack of meaning in life? And hence love is the only meaning in life for these people?! Of course, no offense to these people, It might possibly be that the person typing this now have no experience what true love is and that is why he is talking so ignorantly! Haha, but it isn't any fault of mine that I haven't experience any true love, or is it?

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Beijing Rocks

Love and Romance they are all god damn lies.
It's just two people lying to each other, that's all...

Life is short,
We live to die,
Even if we don't die,
We grow up to compromise,
We start out as suckers,
and end up as assholes....

Someone says true love hides no secrets,
He doesn't know true love, and he doesn't know secrets

From the movie, Beijing Rocks(Chinese), another nice unique film

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Can somebody get rid of the music of this blog?!

Haha, yes, it really is getting to me, and yes, it's my own creation, I guess I really suck. So, I won't be a composer no more. Next up, hmm... maybe I'll be a drummer! A drummer is damn cool man, and I'll then have flocks and flocks of girls flocking after me!

And yes people, I'm drifting. Nowadays, I find it hard to talk about BGR and such stuff, yes, I'm a guy after all, I really don't have that much to say regarding this topic. Initially, I thought if I could have enough readers then perhaps I could earn through some adsense or whatever shit. Why I chose to write a blog on men and women? Cos I thought women tend to read more blogs than men, and the number one universal interest of all women is men, excluding the lesbians, and so I started this blog.

Sad to say, readership isn't too encouraging, so I give up, I'll no longer write for money! I'll write for my own interest, I'll write for myself. Hmm.. sounds selfish eh??? Yea, I'm finally revealing my true colors, and yes, I'm very eccentric, I tend to talk to myself, and I ask rhetorical questions as well as ridiculous questions.

So from today on, this blog will talk about anything under my sun. Of course, thoughts that are too personal, thoughts that are too sinful, will automatically be censored from this blog.

And people, if you haven't realized by now, I'm a damn generous person and I'd like to share with you movies that you must watched before you die, 1) Shawshank redemption! Although I've forgotten most about it, I remembered it was super cool! 2) Remember the titans! That's all I can recall for now, so long.......

Oh, and The life of pi! (A novel that you really really have to read till the end!)

Friday, January 18, 2008

Ramblings

Hey people,

I'm so so sorry I haven't written for so long, I hope I've been missed. Haha, yes, I've such a huge ego but I guess it happens to everybody, this ego shit thing. When you die, you hope that you have at least some audience at your funeral. When it's your birthday, you hope that at least somebody remembers. When you write, you hope that someone likes it, etc and etc... and depending on what you do.. The bottomline again is that we all hope to be liked by others... I don't know why I'm saying all these, people, sometimes there is no meaning to why we do certain things, we do it just because we feel like doing it. Sometimes, in fact most of the time, I don't know what I'm gonna write about till I write about it. I hate to plan. My philosophy of life is that you only really start living when you stop planning. Because life is not supposed to be planned at all, planning about how many kids you have, when you gonna have these kids (which my married friend told me takes all the fun away because you know.... it's different), how much money you gotta make before a certain age etc etc... Haha, I guess I'm gonna get bombarded by people, saying you should really start planning because.... And perhaps that is why nobody wants me.. Yes, I'm still left high high up on the shelf, abandoned...

But talkng about wanting me, haha, yes, in fact somebody does want me. On a particular sunday, I was taking a bus to Vivocity. Now, I won't go into all the details as I'm lazy but that day, I was awfully tired after a whole day of soccer so I asked a fellow passenger on the bus for shorter route to Vivo. The fellow passenger then started talking to me, asking me if I'm a foreigner, saying that I just don't look and sound Singaporean. Then we started talking about movies as this fellow passenger's also on the way to Vivo. Then suddenly, this fellow passenger asked me if I have a girlfriend, I said no, then he asked if I have a boyfriend, that's when I suddenly smelled something fishy. I was scared man. Haha, not really, but I felt a sense of queerness. I laughed it off and said of course not. Then he suddenly asked "Can I see you again?". Which I didn't catch properly or didn't believe I heard it so I asked him to repeat 2 more times before it finally registered in my mind. I smiled and said no, I don't think so to which he respond so am i in a hurry to go off now. I told him not really, but I'm running late, which was the truth and so, I did indeed hurry off.

Now, I really have nothing against gays. Yesterday, I just watched Chuck and Larry. I mean, if you're born gay, then what can you do about it right? It's no fault of yours. But some people believe that everyone's born straight, and then suddenly their mind gets warped and they turn gay. Anyway, I don't know, what's the difference right? Gays are just another gender, another sex, they don't do harm to no people. In the past, because one is born a Jew, one gotta die or because one is black, one is inferior. I really see no difference between racism and homosexuaism. Just because they are different from the majority of us doesn't make them bad. What if one day your child is born to be a homo, what'll you do? If history's taught us something, it is that most people really despise people that are different. Haha, back to non-serious stuff, anyway, I'm really flattered to be pick up, and I must say, I'm quite popular with gays. Perhaps I should take women off my list then, haha.

Ok, there is no link here, but just follow me, I just feel like saying this. Today's a saturday morning, so I was having breakfast, and I gotta watch something when I eat, yes, the modern day's disease, so i searched for something inspirational to start off my day and I found, Forest Gump! I really need to run so I wanted to watch the scene where Forest just keeps on running and never stopped.

Ok, let's give some background information, Jenny left Forest after sleeping with him, Forest woke up and found Jenny gone. Then, he suddenly just feels like running, for no reason or whatever, so he just ran, and he can't stop running. Then, when some people asked him why he keeps on running and he told them, for no particular reason at all, they just don't believe and thinks he has a vision or whatever. That he holds the key to the way of life etc... And so they start following him when in fact, he's just running because he feels like running. Funny isn't it? Haha, ok, I really wana write more about it but then suddenly, I just feel like stopping but I'll end off with a line from Forest's Mama,
"You gotta put the past behind you before you can move on."

Sunday, December 9, 2007

Hey pple, I'll be away for sometime...... ard a week and a half..... just fyi..... so u noe this blog isn't dead.....

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Came across these quotes which are real sad and thus real nice


“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” Neil Gaiman quotes


The saddest thing in life is loving someone who used to love you.


“Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering.”

Paulo Coelho quotes



Nathanael West

I just found this I duno, sad and nice, so thought I'd share this with everyone.

"Dear Miss Lonelyhearts-

I am 16 years old now and I don't know what to do and would appreciate it if you could tell me what to do. When I was a little girl it was not so bad because I got used to the kids on the block making fun of me, but now I would like to have boy friends like the other girls and go out on Saturday nites, but no boy will take me because I was born without a nose-although I am a good dancer and have a nice shape and my father buys me pretty clothes.

I sit and look at myself all day and cry. I have a big hole in the middle of my face that scares people even myself so I cant blame the boys for not wanting to take me out. My mother loves me, but she crys terrible when she looks at me.

What did I do to deserve such a terrible bad fate? Even if I did do some bad things I didn't do any before I was a year old and I was born this way. I asked Papa and he says he doesn't know, but that maybe I did something in the other world before I was born or that maybe I was being punished for his sins. I dont believe that because he is a very nice man. Ought I commit suicide?

Sincerely yours,
Desperate